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Lost it in the basement

March 6, 2020 - 11:51 -- Admin

"It" was my composure and it was lost about thee seconds after the lift doors closed on a mission to break from the stress of what I had just done to go get a Diet Coke. I cried all the way from the basement lift, to the vending machine, and all the way back to the lift and managed to stop as I closed in on the office; just red-rimmed swollen eyes to give the game away.I stayed the rest of the day.I'm always amazed when I have an acute existential crisis that can drive me to gibbering tears as my mind fails to wrap around all that happened then get out of that state and get back to business. That's resilience, baby. Deep fucking resilience. WFTW.